Dark Night of the Soul

Thou Art Always Nigh

Teach me to feel that Thou art always nigh;
 Teach me the struggles of the soul to bear,
To check the rising doubt, the rebel sigh;
 Teach me the patience of unanswered prayer.

Spirit of God, Descend Upon My Heart
By: George Croly, 1780-1860

Listen as you read.  This is a nice string quartet version.

This week our stanza calls on the role of the Holy Spirit as our Teacher.  Every line asks for Him to teach us different things, including even the third one which carries over from line 2.  In our Tuning today we will focus on the first two lines, saving the last two for our Thoughts on Thursday.  Let’s tune our hearts.

You Are Near

Some stanzas tell a story, using all four lines to slowly craft a single poetic thought or illustrate a solitary image.  While others build to a climax as they develop, increasing in intensity as the lines build one on another.  Some stanzas are a list of things about a singular topic, like two weeks ago, but not this one.  It is a list of sorts of things we want to be taught but I actually think they are all taught within the context of the first one, an awareness of God’s presence.

While we will take some time to consider each of these requests, overcoming soul struggles, doubt, rebellion, while acquiring patience, when we are confident that God is with us, ever nearer than we can even perceive, we are able to handle all the other ones.  This is one of the most basic doctrinal truths, and a foundational one as well.  God is omnipresent, or present everywhere at the same time.

“Am I a God at hand, declares the Lord, and not a God far away? Can a man hide himself in secret places so that I cannot see him? declares the Lord. Do I not fill heaven and earth? declares the Lord.  Jeremiah 23:23-24 ESV

I love it when God asks a rhetorical question.  Whether close at hand or far away, God is there, seeing us even in what we think are secret places.  He fills heaven and earth. When we embrace this fundamental reality of God’s presence it alters our ability to deal with everything we face, and even has the effect of keeping us out of behaviors that create problems for us.  So why would we not long for this more?

I dare say it is because there are things we would rather God did not know were true about us.  Why else would the man of the verse above attempt to hide himself in a “secret place”?  What things about your thinking, speaking and doing would you rather hide?  If you are willing to sincerely ask for God to teach you He is always near, you are effectively asking Him to shine His light into even the darkest recesses of you soul.  Which, by the way, is a great idea, and simultaneously a wonderful segue to the next prayer.

Soul Struggles

Dark Night of the Soul

We all have them.  Times when our soul feels a weight that is difficult for words to express.  Sometimes these are of our our doing, and sometimes the doing of others.  Sometimes they pass, and other times they linger for long periods.

In those especially long seasons we experience what Saint John of the Cross termed the “dark night of the soul”.  That feeling that it is 3 o’clock in the morning all the time, inescapable darkness.  We know the darkness will not last, for the sun always rises, but even so they are painful seasons.  As it says in Psalm 30:5b, “Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.”  The darkness is always darkest before the dawn.

What weight is your soul struggling with today?  I figure you probably do not have to think very hard about that.  Have you asked the Holy Spirit to help you with that struggle in particular?  Have you named it before the Lord and asked Him to help you bear it?

We often ask first for the struggle to be removed and find ourselves quickly discouraged when it is not.  Maybe God has another purpose for your struggle than just to remind you of your need for Him.  Maybe He wants to use it to develop something in you.

Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12 ESV

The Spirit is waiting to give us the power we need to bear the weight of every struggle our soul will face.  If this test has the purpose of developing your spiritual strength, will you ask the Holy Spirit to help you demonstrate your love for God by remaining resolutely firm and unwavering in the midst of it?

Crown of Life

Crown of Life

Now while I did not counsel you to ask for a crown of life, I am sure you noticed that promise in the midst of that verse.  And what an amazing one!  As if the strength to remain steadfast were not a treasure enough, when we use it to show our faithful love to God in the trial He promises a crown of life.

While rightly viewed as the promise of life after death, there is also another promise here.  It is the promise of life as God intended here and now, an intimate and personal relationship with God in love, a product of the development of fortitude through repeated victory in every test.  Only the Holy Spirit can accomplish this in the life of even the most resolute follower of Jesus, but His teaching is available to all who will ask.  So ask today!

Resolute Tuning!

Spirit of God, be my Teacher.  Teach me to feel God’s presence always near, for it makes the difference in every circumstance.  Flowing from that confidence teach me how to develop the fortitude to bear the struggle of every trial of my soul, that I may gain a more intimate relationship with my Savior, the crown of life.  In Jesus name.  Amen.

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Video 6.4

Welcome to Tuesday Tunings at Resonant 7, where we reflect on the reality of God and resolve to let it resound in our lives, repeatedly. Let’s tune our hearts.

Teach me to feel that Thou art always nigh;
 Teach me the struggles of the soul to bear,
To check the rising doubt, the rebel sigh;
 Teach me the patience of unanswered prayer.

Though God is always near, I dare say closer than our breath, we often fail to live with an ongoing awareness of such. Ask the Holy Spirit to teach you how to live with a constant sensitivity to His presence.

Is your soul struggling today?  If not, you can probably recall a season not long ago when it was.  Either way, it is only a matter of time before it does again. Ask the Holy Spirit for the strength to bear those soul struggles.

When we face difficulties, our minds find doubt rising.  When we are reminded of God’s ways, our rebellious flesh balks.  Ask the Holy Spirit to check, to stop or slow the progress of these attitudes.

On first glance this last line seems like a prayer for the patience required to wait until God answers prayer.  With more careful examination, I think it may be a request for the same patience God exhibits between our prayer and His eventual answer. Ask the Holy Spirit for that patience.

Take a few moments to talk to Jesus about what has surfaced in your heart, or just listen to what He is saying to you, then we will sing once more.

Sing

Take the awareness of God’s presence cultivated in these last few minutes into the next ones and beyond.  Until next time, be Resonant.

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Dark Night of the Soul – https://billmuehlenberg.com/2015/09/20/the-dark-night-of-the-soul/
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Make Me Like…a Clingstone Peach

See the Cross

Hast Thou not bid me love Thee, God and King?
 All, all Thine own, soul, heart and strength and mind.
I see Thy cross; there teach my heart to cling:
 Oh, let me seek Thee, and, oh, let me find!

Spirit of God, Descend Upon My Heart
By: George Croly, 1780-1860

Listen as you read.  This is a lovely piano solo version.

On Tuesday we considered the first two lines of this stanza, and with them the rhetorical question of how God invites us to love Him.  We turn our attention today to the clearest reason God gives us to do so, the cross, and conclude with a prayer asking the Spirit to help us seek and find Him.  Let’s think about this.

I See the Cross

It is one thing to be able to identify the two lines which intersect and from the cross, it is another thing altogether to discern the instrument of your salvation.  Everyone with functional eyes can see the cross in the image above, but only those with eyes of faith can will cherish this emblem of suffering and shame because they understand the transaction that took place there.  The Holy God  allowed His Son to become sin for us to redeem our lives from His wrath.

But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.  Romans 5:8 ESV

This is a story with which we become casually familiar.  We know it so well, that we can easily become guilty of regarding it with no greater reverence than the ones who hang a gilded, gold version of it around their necks with little care their lives bear no resemblance to the One who changed the course of human history when He gave His life on it.  We must to more than just see the cross.  How will your life evidence the fact  today that you have seen the cross, and understand its significance?

Teach My Heart

Teach My Heart

When the Spirit has done His work of allowing you to see the cross for what it truly is, then you are in a position to have Him do the next very necessary part of His work, teaching you to cling to it.  This is a needful activity to engage in for every believer, holding tightly to the cross.  Why?  Think of it this way.

When we hold tightly to the cross, we are not able to take hold of other things.  Things that actually preoccupy us from clinging to the cross.  Things like hurts from the past, habits that eat into our discretionary time and energy, and hang-ups that paralyze us from pursuing health and happiness.   The cross delivers us from these things by being a place of healing, discipline, and freedom.

Clingstone Peach

This makes me think of Clingstone peaches.  You know, the kind whose flesh clings to the pit of the peach, making it nearly impossible to remove without bruising the peach.  We need to be like these peaches.  Ever clinging to the cross, forcing any attempts to remove us from its presence to leave us bruised.  If we are more like Freestone peaches, the ones where the pit is easily removed from the pit, the smallest things will serve to break us free from the presence and influence of the cross.

Freestone peaches

So which type of disciple will you be?  Clingstone or Freestone.  Cling-to-cross or free-from cross.  Decide today.   That will make it much easier when the hurts, habits and hang-ups come to peel you away from the cross.

But it is not enough to simply cling to the cross either.  In a sense that is our position or our standing.  We must also be mindful we are in process.  Acknowledging I have not arrived, my journey is not complete.  My standing is in the cross, but I must work its reality into my daily living by continually seeking the One who was crucified there.  How do we seek?

Let Me Seek Thee

Rather than focusing on do’s, let me mention a couple don’ts.

The cross teaches us one of the first lessons in seeking when we deny ourselves.  We can not seek God if we are consumed by other  things we are desiring for ourselves.  Lesson, don’t seek after other things.  Are there things that are keeping you from seeking?

Our learning to cling to the cross also promotes seeking in that it helps us to realize that God always has a better plan, even when we have to face pain.  This close proximity to Jesus also helps to foster a longing for even more because it eliminates His competitors.  Truth be told, He has no real competitors, but there are many things that vie for the affection He deserves.  When we  systematically remove those things, what remains is a single-hearted devotion that virtually insures success.  Based on what?  His promise.

You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13 ESV

Let Me Find

If we believe this, then the real issue is removing hindrances to seeking,  Deuteronomy 4:29 says “You will find [God] when you seek Him with all your heart and all your soul.”  The hymn writer offers a simple prayer. Echo that prayer, “God, let me seek You.”

 

Spirit, help me to not only see the cross, but cling to it.  Help me to seek You and find you by seeking you with all my heart and soul.  Remove any hindrances to such single-hearted seeking.  In Jesus name.   Amen.

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Podcast 6.3 Transcript

Welcome to Thursday Thoughts at Resonant 7, where we reflect on the reality of God and resolve to let it resound in our lives, repeatedly. Let’s think about this.

Hast Thou not bid me love Thee, God and King?

1 John 4:16 ESV

So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him.

Rhetorical question.  Of course He bids us to love.  We know this because He loved us first, then invites us to abide or live in that love so He, and His love, may abide in us.  If you know that love, are you living your life responding to it?

 All, all Thine own, soul, heart and strength and mind.

Mark 12:30 ESV

And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’

The Great Commandment, or at least the first half of it.  Love for God, demonstrated by a love for all the things associated with God, is the command.  This is not as easy as it seems becuase other things compete with our affection for God. What is competing for yours?

I see Thy cross; there teach my heart to cling:

Romans 5:8 ESV

But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

We cling to the cross because we not only see it, but understand what it represents to us.  God first loved us by paying the penalty our sin required. When we truly see the cross, we learn to cling.  Ask the Holy Spirit to teach your heart to cling to the cross.

 Oh, let me seek Thee, and, oh, let me find!

Jeremiah 29:13 ESV

You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.

How can I cling to someone or something I am still seeking to find?  I purpose to cling to that which I have understood and known with the hope that this close proximity fosters a longing for even more, for there is always more of God’s love than I have apprehended.  Ask the Holy Spirit to call you deeper into that love.

Take a few moments to talk to Jesus about what has come to your mind, or just listen to what He is saying to you, then I will read our text once more.

Hast Thou not bid me love Thee, God and King?
 All, all Thine own, soul, heart and strength and mind.
I see Thy cross; there teach my heart to cling:
 Oh, let me seek Thee, and, oh, let me find!

Take the mindfulness of God’s presence cultivated in these last few minutes into the next ones and beyond.  Until next time, be Resonant.

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Cross – https://pixabay.com/illustrations/art-artistic-painting-digital-2092530/
Heart Cling – https://pixabay.com/photos/heart-metal-heart-rusty-heart-674850/
Clingstone Peaches – http://www.howtohaveitall.net/how-to-pit-clingstone-peaches/
Freestone Peaches – https://bakingbites.com/2013/08/what-are-freestone-peaches/